to leave her is the most not wanted

this happens if you have a loyal bestfriend....
here is how to know if she is a loyal bestfriend: you could sense her sincerity... and you can sense her honesty
yes... this moment is the hardest thing you will ever have to face... believe me every meets have it's goodbye so it includes your bestfriend you can't stick with her until the last breathe of yours except if you did die while still there with her... you can't deny that you can run from leaving anyone that you love because sometimes you have a problem and sometimes you may have other things that make you leave her. you don't have to be like "WHY DID I LEAVE HER?"  but you got to think this "IF SHE IS MY FRIEND SHE WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER ME" and you got to understand if you leaving her don't be mad if she ever had a new bestfriend because she may need someone how can she be a nobody friend just to be loyal to you? you've got to think logically and it is not your fault too if you have a new bestfriend in you new place... but it may be her or your fault if you forget each other and to be honest that is the suckest thing you ever do believe me! after what you had with her you forget each other means you really throw all that sweet things then you guys does not deserve any title as a bestfriend just don't lose contact and HOLD YOUR LOVE FOR EACH OTHER UNTIL THE LAST BREATHE okay you guys love may be brought to the last of the breath although you guys are not infront of each other... so bestfriend actually can last until the last breathe but not by each other infront but by heart